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It's Not Enough
05:54
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(Let not your heart be troubled)
(All your peace inside)
(Love your friends all you can, all you can)
Oh how could I become so weak
So weak for her
She’s not enough
And where could I just find some fun
And how could I just get enough
Oh where’s my joy
And what’s now grand
Oh who’re my friends
They’re not enough
So where’s my peace
And where’s my love
And where’s my fight
It’s not enough (x3)
Oh all my peace
It’s not enough
And all my love
It’s not enough
And all my fight
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
It’s not enough
Out of your mind
The world is slowly null
I haven’t got
The mind to spare for doubt
Whatever happened
To man I saw
Who crashed his bike
In Santa Ana last October
I haven’t got the hurt to spare for you
Sunk by delirium and fallen through
The hole of hopeless hatred and obsession
Weightlessly move along to new affections
Whoever feels the pain of true existence
You had it all until the first resistance
Somewhere a heart remains for me to hold
Till then will I survive, or is it better to die
(Let not your heart be troubled)
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2. |
So New
08:26
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We are all still so new
Lost in love, lost in truth
Please don’t make me feel so sad
I don’t know where to begin
All your ways, all your love
All your heart is enough
(Clap your hands)
(And just love)
Do you hear the sound, oh, do you hear the waves
Can you feel the pressure of my heart that’s pouring
Out onto the page that I want you to read
So much superstition, make my body bleed
No escape, can’t rewind
Drained of faith, losing time
Please don’t be so sad for me
Let me breathe, just let me breathe
All your ways, all your love
All your heart was enough
Loneliness
Crashes down
On me
On me
Faithless fates
Turn more real
Everyday
Everyday
I’m so young
Yet so old
In my ways
In my ways
Fateless bride
Come before
I am dust
I am dust
We are all still so new
Lost in love, lost in truth
Please don’t make me feel so sad
I don’t know where to begin
All your ways, all your love
All your heart is enough
Help me
Help me help this world get so young
Get so young
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3. |
Else
02:30
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Wish it were
Wish I were
Someone else
Some way else
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4. |
Overcome
06:24
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I wish things were better
I wish things were all okay
But don’t try to think about it
I see in your eyes, no love
And all of this pain
I feel sick right down to your heart
I want to be closer
I want just to know your name
But I just can’t ask who you are
I grow far too weak, courage
Lost unto the wild
I feel sick right down to my heart
And I know, there is someone, there is someone, out there for me
And I know, there is hope, there is hope, hope for me
And I know, there is something, there is reason, reason to be
And I know, there is evil, there is evil, inside me
And I know, I can over, overcome, the fear that gives me lead
And I know, I will love her, I will care so much, when she comes to me
And I know, on this wretched world, I want to be remembered, I want to be remembered
If there’s no memory of me, who was I ever, and what does my life mean
And who was my father, my grandfather’s father, and all these distant people, and what did their lives mean
And what do these lives mean, and what do these lives mean, and what do these lives mean, all these damned human beings
(The earth shakes, the earth shakes)
(It shakes, the ground moves)
(The earth moves, the earth moves)
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5. |
Ot Ohadi
02:48
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These feet
Can not
Walk anymore
Feel any sorer
Forlorn and lost in
Northwestern winters
Somewhere I thought I loved
Somewhere is different
Talk please
To me
Tell me you're here
So I won't fear
I just need one now
One single person
Keep me alive or
Strangle me dead
Bring me back from far away
This foreign land, my great escape
Candle lit, this failing fear
Caress my head, my madness dear
Caress my head, my madness dear
Loveless states, so far apart
My warmest home, my frozen shard
Take me to this gorgeous land
To rip my love away again
To rip my love away again
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6. |
Antedate
01:02
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And I walked forever
Dutch living
By yourself
In a dream
In a dream
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7. |
Olive Branch
04:35
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I’m married to hatred
The olive branch has withered dry
A poised apology
The commandeer unwisely tried
And then the phone was ringing
A certain voice was singing
So it seemed, I felt terror, I heard screaming, inside me
The stepping toes of Stirling
Surmise my state, intern me
Could barely breathe, before these, wondrous thieves, stole my heart
Stole it all
Stole it all
Stole it all
Devastate this infestation
Fraught with desiderium
Come thou fount of every blessing
Indignation brings me none
Free me from my callous cave
A lost cerebrum tied in knots
Burning fiercely, loveless nearly
Branchless, furloughed goodness, mine
Lyssa’s knife has caressed my soul
Carved it like alabaster
An impression that changed my mold
Calling out to disaster
Oh the ocean of this anger seems so freeing and serene
Till the waves they come to swallow, take you under, helplessly
Drowning, desperate, sinking deadset, wonder who you used to be
Stringent grip upon your shoulders, pulling you into the deep
Going under
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8. |
Flesh on a Sphere
05:06
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And I would cut my brain out
And place it on a stick to show
The world I have nothing to lose
Nothing to fear, nowhere to go
Just fly me away
And I would rip my heart out
Spill my guts all over the floor
Just to show you that I’m a real person
That I can care, that I can love
Just don’t go away
Nothing is real anymore
Nothing matters anymore
And if I cut off my legs
I’d never walk ever again
Crippled and crawling toward your glamorous gaze
I’d never catch you, I’m dead from the start
Now rot in my grave
Nothing is real anymore
Nothing matters anymore
I am just flesh on a sphere
I am just bone in a body
(Please don’t let me go)
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9. |
Haunt
05:48
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In your arms I’d found the things that I’d known
W(o/a)nder, out here, are the things I’d thought so?
I’ll no longer let them haunt me slow
Living like a dreamer and finding truth
Placeless and corroded, formerly aboded, leaving comatose to know the world you see
All to be remembered, nothing is forever, everything’s been severed by your god’s cruel hand
Pulling on my being, all the things I’m leaving, but ideas of being free are in my head
Uselessly confucian thinking so deluded, wrapping up the dreams of horror put to bed
I am not forever, and you are not forever
I’m only 22, but this is the century I’ll die in
Oh it’s all dying, or we’d be lying to ourselves
You’re lying to yourself to think that you’re forever
Risking silence, ways that weigh on me more
Flesh and blood, mine, feeling caught undertow
I’ll no longer let this haunt me slow
Living like a dreamer in solitude
Some foraging father for a distanced daughter, remembering good times that may have been bad
No such luck with her and no such luck with learning, twenty years past birth, I thought I had been spent
Sprinting from this madness, selfish and erratic, running through the hills of Ada, drinking red
Can you truly leave it, willingly concede it, brace for the rest of forever on your own
Oh I am not forever, and you are not forever
I’m only still a young man, I am the flighty fool
So tend the wiseman’s garden, before it dies to you
Because you’re lying to yourself to think that you’re forever
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10. |
Fast Forward
03:39
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Forward
Fast-Forward
I’m older
Please say
You’re sorry
You wasted
All of this time
All of my life
Can't take it
Can't go back
Can't move on
From you
Frozen
So frozen
Outside and
In my
Ever lustful
Lustful heart I
Want to be
So normal
So normal
But I can't
Escape
from you
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11. |
Vertigineux
11:33
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Halt this dizzying motion
Before my life is halved
Cancel this fruition
Contain this youthful past
Nothing is the something that I see you looking for
Gain some greater meaning for the people you ignore
Take your final breath and then the world beyond the grave
Wipes your memory of all the ones who were enslaved
I have no idea just what the hell is going on
What on God’s green earth is worth the pain with which I bond
Is everything for fixing or’s this all we’re meant to be
Burn eternal or some glory or this black revine
(I don’t know)
(I just want this to be over)
The call is lost
It’s gone so far
There’s nothing out there
To care for now
You graveless ghost
You’ve told me twice
A worldly gain
Is half as nice
But all I have
Is all I need
And all I’ve seen
Is all I believe
Us hapless ones
On bloodstained sands
Will soon be gone
To time’s cruel hand
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12. |
Another Orbit
02:42
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How long could you go without me
Without me
Another orbit around the sun
In this shell is hard to see
Trapped beneath, the atmosphere, on satan’s sphere, spun through space
Why can’t we all get lost
Somewhere new, and beautiful
All these dreams of better days, and better ways, some happy place
It’s in my head, it orbits round in there, this fantasy, I’ll never see
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